It’s hard when you’re suicidal but people are depending on you and you’re so busy and in your spare moments you can’t feel your feelings or you feel them all at once and all you want more than anything in this world is to make the pain and/or the numbness go away but I can’t escape my own brain and people are relying on me and dying will inconvenience them so I’m like “ok” and I just have to put it off


when weightloss blogs make posts directed at people with binge eating disorder  that focus on losing weight i want to punch the world in the face

“ Nobody will protect you from your suffering. You can’t cry it away or eat it away or starve it away or walk it away or punch it away or even therapy it away. It’s just there, and you have to survive it. You have to endure it. You have to live through it and love it and move on and be better for it and run as far as you can in the direction of your best and happiest dreams across the bridge that was built by your own desire to heal. ”

—    Cheryl Strayed, Tiny Beautiful Things (via ohteenscanrelate)

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