This is MY recovery and no one else’s. Sometimes when I sleep it’s because I’m depressed and sometimes it’s me listening to my body’s needs. This had been a horrible uphill battle and I often fall down but I need to keep standing up. I can’t let people sway me in my recovery. I need to start listening to my body and not my eating disorder even though that’s the hardest thing. Again. This is MY recovery and I’ve learned that I can’t do it for others. I won’t work that way. I need to want to do it for ME first.